I’m truly grateful for everything. I just want this to look back on when I’m older. For the times I’ll feel like giving up, when obstacles come my way, I want to write this now to look back on in those moments..to remember.. what a great time I’m having in my life right now and that things always get better, with due time and with faith and hope. Every little thing is perfect and I am soo content. I hope god will forgive me if I don’t love this life enough because I remember the first time everything started falling into place and not one thing was out of place for the first time in a long time and I thought I need to enjoy it because no way it could last long but here i am with a loving protecting family I’m only getting closer with who taught me to turn to God, the bestest, trustable bestfriends who are also family, a very dear bf of mine who will grow with me, the best academic year, a stress free financially stable position and most of all, a relationship with my most beloved God. I don’t think there is anything else one could ask for.. why God chose me to deserve it, idk. Tbh, I don’t deserve it, but I hope that God will always know how grateful I truly am. I will never take any of this for granted and I’m sorry for any wrong or disappointments you’ve seen in me. I promise I will try my best to get closer with you, and yes I’ll make mistakes along the way, but I just hope you will forgive me. Thank you again for everything. I will never forget this. You don’t know happiness until you’ve experienced loss. Now, I truly understand why you make people experience pain and heartache because without that, I would not be appreciating this time as much as I am now.